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ITS BEEN 5 MONTHS SINCE JAMEY KILLED HISSELF!! EACH DAYY I WAKE UP EVERY DAY AND I REMEMBER THE LAST THINGS JAMEY TAUGHT ME!! IT WAS HOW TO CLEAN LUCYS [FISH HE GAVE MAMAW] BOWL.. I WANT TO BE SRTONG FOR MAMAW BUT I CANT LET THE SADDNESS EAT AWAY MY LIFE I WANT TO CRY! I WANT TO CRY WITH MAMAW I WANT TO KNOW THAT ITS OK TO CRY!!! I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAYY!!! I HATE MYSLEF FOR MY FEARS BUT HEY WHAT ELSE CAN I DO BUT CRY AND BE SAD?!?! crying crying crying