I'm so sick of people playing with your heart....
My girlfriend....or say...EX girlfriend...I've been trying to have her back to me for over a very long week and a half because she broke up with me and she ALREADY found somebody else to be with! well i got her back since wednesday, of last week. ever since all she's been freakin giving me is stress.....STRESS....and STRESS!! dont you hate love? i mean, when a woman or a girl gets tired of her boyfriend or husband, the only reason she's going to have is that she's BORED of you. SCREW that! I mean what the heck? its hecka mest up! But ya!!! anyways....she keeps on screwin with my dang head and heart...i love her and she says she loves me too, but what the heck aye? she's lied to me and all this crap. I HATE HOWS SHE'S ACTING TOWARDS ME AND ITS JUST DRIVING ME FREAKIN' CRAZY! Yet, I still freakin LOVE her! ....im happy to be back together with her again but now its just freakin horrible...its not like it was as it used to be. because she LOOOOVVVESSS somebody else! she says she loves me equal to him. im okay with that but, the way she has been acting towards me man, its killing me inside and OUTside of me! ..*sigh* so tired....and becoming even weaker from this....killing my red blood cells and shortening my life isnt worth it is it? a girl giving you pain every dang day, stress, depressment, suicide thoughts....i dont know why i cant give her up....its because i truely love her ALOT....*sigh* I'm sorry for typing so dang much, so i doubt alot of people will waste there time reading all of this, or just to dang lazy. but if you have, i thank you. please, if you have any comments please give me them, i just dont know what to do anymore....cuz now im just out of my mind...my brain is just numb and my heart isnt pumping anymore thank you.
