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Life Sucks


The Ink Alchemist
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Hey,
I'm really stressed today. My little sister went to a pet shop and saw a puppy and had a hissy fit, screaming that she wants another dog. Dad yelled, Laura yelled. I got a really bad headache. I got a CT scan and it was negative which means they don't know why I keep getting headaches. Fun, right? There's no hockey practice this week which means my physical therapist will work me twice as hard. (My left leg is 2cm longer than my right which is causing weak muscle in my lower back and right leg.) I'm gonna visit Ferris State University with my dad tomorrow. If I want to be a cop it's there or Grand Valley so I better not blow it. Dad's overexausted and I don't know how I can help. He's always really irritated and it's pissing me off that I can't do anything about it. Maybe he should start dating again. eek Scary thought. My dog Joey keeps puking so we're really getting our moneys worth out of our carpet cleaner. My senior year of highschool starts the fifth of September, then senior photos on the sixth. On the right is what I'll probably end up looking like domokun . I'm screwed. GRAAAGH!!! I can't decide whether God is a sadist or taking a nap that just happened to occur at my birth and will probably last long after I'm dead. Today is the 28th. On the 30th at 11:30 A.M. it will have been exactly one year since my Mom died after five and a half years of stage four breast cancer. crying I plan on consuming a full box of double stuffed oreos and vegging till I taste like a carrot. I'll also visit her grave and read to her. She loves to read. That's it for today. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
Emma





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Kennichi-san
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Fri Sep 14, 2007 @ 09:07pm


Pain is a part of life it lets us know that were still alive. If we werent afraid to lose someone we cared about their death would then be meaningless. I lost my mom 3 years ago and there are days i feel the pain so sharply that I look for the wound, and then there are days that i cant even remember her voice.
Stress is all around us, its how we handle it that will dictate how we handle life. Little sisters, fathers, friends and even physical difficulties are the obstacles we all need to over come to prove that theres a reason for us to exist. We know that everyday that we wake up something will happen weather it is a good day or weather it is a bad day is all in how you look at it.
Forgive me if this sounds cruel but your mother suffered for years, (trust me i know the pain you feel) but she is now at peace, she can now focus her attention on watching over you and your sister wether you believe in an afterlife I know her love for you is everlasting as is my mothers. So in a way we are alike, we have our differences age, sex and life experiences, but just remember you are not alone.

I hope some of what I said here helps, and if not im sorry for taking up your time.


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