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i cant kill myself bc of one person... and thats jay_kawaii.... i promised her i wouldnt... so i aint gonna..*sighs* i just want to get off this rollercoaster called life as some ppl say it. jays a great friend.... best one i have... the ones i have at school... they dont stand up for me when im down.. they dont help when im hurt..... only one person tho... thats my best friend jake... hes the only true friend... all the others... i consider them as ppl... who are just there to talk to..... wat are friends really for? i always thought they were there to help you and talk to u... i guess ppl have different thoughts on it.... ahh.. oh well...