Hey everybody...
It seems my mood swings have gotten worse. I'm atleast depressed a few times a day. It's getting annoying. I want to blow up on random people for no reason. I'm always hoping that someone will make some rude comment or something so I have an excuse for kicking their a**.
My female friendships are fading lol. I feel anger towards Brook, and I feel it back. I think she told Krugar that I thought she was a backstabber. I told Krugar that I could have said that, but I never said that I did. Well... I said something like that this morning.... soooo.... Krugar's not wrong for suspecting me. I don't care about who told her nor do I care that she knows. I'm not going to take back what I said, because it is true. She is a friend hopping whore. I haven't been her friend since the beginning of the year and even then I thought she was a whore. If she tries to start something with me, I won't be afraid to punch her in the face. So ******** that s**t.
The only person I talkk to about my problems is Sydney and has been for the past month and a half. She's the only on right now who knows exactly how I feel.. or atleast to my knowlage.. so there's a great possibillity that I'm wrong lol. I miss her... She needs to come back from Iowa right now!!! SYDNEY I MISS YOU!!!
I still like Daniel a lot lol. I always want to be around him but I try not to bug him too much lol. I've been following him around in the morning since Syd isn't there with me to cause chaos... I think he gets annoyed by it lol... oh well. I'm gonna be following him around during the anime con so he will have to live with me being his shadow lol.
Well, we aren't going camping anymore. Robin(Dan's mom) has to work. Atleast we are still going to the convention. I would freak if we weren't lol. I was sad when Dan called and said we weren't going to camp anymore. Now I realized how quickly I got off the phone. Lol.. I feel sad now. I was really looking forward to it. Oh well... there will probably be other times.
Yeah...
I'm growing closer to Katlyn Larsen... but I'm not going to trust her with my heart until I'm sure she won't betray me like my other so called friends did. She's pretty cool. I feel bad, because I feel like I'm taking her away from Karrie. Then, I feel bad about hanging out with Syd and ditching out on her.... but Syd is like my best friend... I think. I don't know how Syd feels about me.. so yeah.
Well lata peepolz... always love & peace! heart domokun
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