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	My life (minus the lifepart) really for when im bored
	My life (minus the lifepart) really for when im bored

	happiness fufilled
	happiness fufilled


He's back heart he's back, and i am still in love with him.....kind of pathetic but thats just the way it is and the way it will always be.Im so HAPPY, i cant believe hes finally back. Iecur i heart you cheeky_monkey_lol · Fri May 20, 2005 @ 04:52am · 35 Comments


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	User Comments: [35]
	User Comments: [35]


	I KNOW WHO IT IS!!! YHAY!!!!! Offline Natural Spring · Community Member · Fri May 20, 2005 @ 05:06am


	oh sure you loooove him....what does he have that i dont got?......grrrrrr stressed gonk Offline F9 Flyer · Community Member · Fri May 20, 2005 @ 07:38pm


	Yes you do know him chrissy And josh, i cant explain it...its just there Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Fri May 20, 2005 @ 11:12pm


	stare bull st... Offline F9 Flyer** · Community Member · Sat May 21, 2005 @ 09:38pm


	well i suppose youve got better language than him stare Just lay off it ok? I like him and you cant change that...no matter how much you like me or how bad your language is Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Sat May 21, 2005 @ 10:13pm


	fine plz excuse me while i never see you again...!!! stressed Offline F9 Flyer · Community Member · Sat May 21, 2005 @ 11:17pm


	Un-beleiveable! Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Sun May 22, 2005 @ 05:36am


	stare Offline F9 Flyer · Community Member · Mon May 23, 2005 @ 12:50pm


	stare yourself Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Fri May 27, 2005 @ 04:35am


	I know Iecur. He is a pretty cool guy. Anyway. Josh. You didn't pay attention to what I said apparently. GET THE ****** OVER IT. I concider cheeky my friend, thus I want her happy. You supposedly love her..You should want the same. You know what. You don't love her. Ain't no ****' way you love her. There is no way possible with what you are doing that you can even SAY you love her without lying about it. You should be happy for her, that she actually loves someone. Even if that someone isn't you...It is still good, to see a youth in love, instead of out, doing drugs, and **** themselves over, now is it not? You **** weakling. Still lingering, and yelling at her, about not loving you. She may not love you, but you could at least love her enough to show that you do, and make her day happy when you're around her. Try that. I know by personal experiance, that, THAT ALONE will get a girl to like you. I'm taken, so to me it gets wuite annoying when girls like me a lot. But apparently you aren't. Try making her day HAPPY instead of BAD for once, kid. Offline Shin_Ru** · Community Member · Fri May 27, 2005 @ 11:09pm


	thanks for sticking up for me joe smile i had no idea you knew Iecur...... heart Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Sat May 28, 2005 @ 12:57am


	"THAT ALONE will get a girl to like you." Bull st becuase if you havent noticedyour little talking sessions may work for you but to most people they arent st... Offline F9 Flyer · Community Member · Sun May 29, 2005 @ 03:21am


	oh and cheeky....if thats really what you want...im am sorry for ever knowing you..... stare Offline F9 Flyer · Community Member · Sun May 29, 2005 @ 03:23am


	Josh...dont Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Sun May 29, 2005 @ 04:48am


	Do you always have to be like this...The josh i used to like was kind and wouldnt turn on me like this! scream Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Sun May 29, 2005 @ 05:01am


	Bullshit my a! You know..I want you to go down the line. Nearly EVERY **** GUY YOU MEET..They'll say the same thing. You must be nice to a girl, to truly win her heart, at least 14 out of every 15 guys you meet that actually know how to pick up girls. My god, kid, you are PATHETIC... And yeah. I know Iecur. Me, you, and him met around the same time..Well, I met you two around the same time, in his little freaks and stuff hangout place, thread...I forgot what it's called..but when my YIM worked...I talked to him pretty often on Yahoo Instant Messenger..Cool guy. And you ain't gotta thank me..The kids pathetic, and he needs to actually LEARN some st, from someone who obviously has more experiance than him. Offline Shin_Ru · Community Member · Sun May 29, 2005 @ 08:53am


	Freaks and outkasts only yeah i remember, is that place still around? Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Mon May 30, 2005 @ 02:16am


	I'm not quite for sure if it's around or not...I don't really think it is. Offline Shin_Ru · Community Member · Mon May 30, 2005 @ 02:35am


	Do you always have to be like this...The josh i used to like was kind and wouldnt turn on me like this! scream yeah well that was before you stomped my heart out..... Offline F9 Flyer · Community Member · Tue May 31, 2005 @ 02:46am


	You make me so mad sometimes.....You dont understand....I didnt plan it, i just dont like you as much as you like me Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Tue May 31, 2005 @ 04:35am


	yeah yeah yeah....its the " its not you, its me" deal i get it and Joe if you call me kid one more time im seriuos ill do somthing you will be sorry for evil Offline F9 Flyer · Community Member · Wed Jun 01, 2005 @ 12:46am


	Joe please dont call him Kid...... Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Thu Jun 02, 2005 @ 04:42am


	Lemme ask you something. Is it something done to my physical body? Or something that'd hurt someone else? If it's something to Me..Then be my guest. Go ahead and ****** do it. Not like I'd care much. Pain only lasts for so long, and it can always be worse. If it's hurting someone else, like cheeky...Then, I must say, that's cowardice. But please. If you're feelin' froggy. Don't be afraid to jump. Offline Shin_Ru** · Community Member · Thu Jun 02, 2005 @ 06:11am


	Joe...please dont encourage him Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Fri Jun 03, 2005 @ 04:33am


	if you call me a coward then soo be it but it wont be her im hurting it will be some one else... can you guess who that will be....im sure Cheeky knows...... twisted twisted Offline F9 Flyer · Community Member · Fri Jun 03, 2005 @ 11:09pm


	Joe! cry Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Sat Jun 04, 2005 @ 06:10am


	Sorry Cheeky. I guess I'm in one of my heartless moods. People like this...Gah! Just ******' pathetic! It makes me sick. Besides, I'm not so sure he'll be happy once he's dead. He's still got a long life ahead of him. He could alays find someone else to live with. If he'd only drop the past, and move on instead of lingering on forgotten love. If that's his thing, then so be it. But personally, I wouldn't linger. I'd either live alone, devoting my life to an inatomate being, such as the training I put my body through. Or makin' video games. Find pride in something. Answer me this. Do you love her? Can you honestly say you love her, and MEAN IT? I wonder about half the people who say they love someone. Would they be happy to let them be happy with someone else, as long as they're happy? I would. It'd make me happy, just to see the woman I love smile, even if it wasn't ME making her smile. Of course I'd be jealous. I might even get a little violent at first. But when I found out she REALLY WANTED it..Then I wouldn't think twice about letting her. And if things didn't turn out right, I'd be happy to take her back in my arms. Just to see her smile. If you truly love something, let it go, and if it returns, it truly loves you back. You MUST lose something, to know just how much you truly love it. And if the person/thing loves you in return, then it'll come back in the end. Just think of that, instead of letting the hardness of your heart consume you, and you turn to hate her, or kill yourself over her. That's just pathetic. We'll all die some day. That's for sure. Believe it or not, I want to die. I HATE THIS PLANET. The government. The atmosphere. The places. I hate it all. So much evil, so much hatred. So answer me this, and be honest. Can you truly say, you love her? Offline Shin_Ru** · Community Member · Sat Jun 04, 2005 @ 07:42am


	yes i can and if you want to die then why wait? and there ARE different people in this world and not everyone is all.....nvm......i...should just leave ....... xp Offline F9 Flyer · Community Member · Sat Jun 04, 2005 @ 11:25pm


	Josh, please dont go anywhere Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Sun Jun 05, 2005 @ 07:44am


	im sorry cheeky i guess Shin_Ru is right ill just leave you alone Offline F9 Flyer · Community Member · Mon Jun 06, 2005 @ 02:39am


	but...If you listened to what everyone had to say about you...you probably wouldnt live a very exciting life Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Mon Jun 06, 2005 @ 05:33am


	well....thats what my life is now and will be forever more unless i were to die!!! twisted Offline F9 Flyer · Community Member · Mon Jun 06, 2005 @ 03:10pm


	Josh....PM me please...its important Offline cheeky_monkey_lol · Community Member · Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 04:40am


	uuh...ok....?..sure...i will...? sweatdrop Offline F9 Flyer · Community Member · Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 12:42pm


	Josh..Dude..An exciting life? I envy you..I wish my life were exciting. Boring place. Boring life. Believe it or not, in that aspect, I envy you. Offline Shin_Ru · Community Member · Thu Jun 09, 2005 @ 02:00am

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