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Some may, over time, find me an odd person to read from, but I understand. I am not your typical average person. And I personally like it. This Journal will be filled with snips of my writings, my life, and my passion. But, I will begin this as I do with all journals and tell the readers a bit about myself.
My name is May and I am currently 18. Yes that it my true age. I was born in 1986, but neh..... you dont want to hear about my childhood or anything. So, we will keep this part short and simple. Well. There you have it. That's about all I share with the open public. Lol.
I find myself in an interesting predicament at the moment. I am 18, in a good college, but have no idea where I want to be in 10 years. I do not know what I want to do, and once I get there, if I will be happy with my decision. Some may have chosen their paths long ago, but I have not. I do not want to be stuck in a career that I enjoy for ten minutes then spend the many years trying to make it fun again. No matter how much money a job makes, if I cannot be happy doing it, then why bother? Everyone deserves some happiness in their life every so often. So why not start in career until you find the man (or woman) you want to spend your life with? (which...I have.... ^^ )
The reasons behind my indecisiveness vary majorly. I am addicted to the written word, and find myself alot more open online or in journals than I have ever been before. I love to read and love to write. I love music. I am learning piano, and sing with a passion. Music has so many ways to express emotion, from the darkest deepest pain, to the purest of love. As does languages, which I find I am relatively good at. I currently am learning French in college, teaching myself Japanese (which isn't going to well as I am very busy....) and keeping on top of my Sign Language. No. I am not deaf, but I love the language itself. I have a deep love for children and would enjoy watching them grow, having them teach me even the simplest of concepts.
I do not know which I am going to go with in the long run. Linguistics, Music, Creative Writing, or Education. I am planning currently to double major and minor, though it may be hard, or at least major and minor, regardless of how unrelated the topics may seem. Tips?
This journal will be filled with writing from the novel I am currently attempting to write, as well as random little writings from my head. But, it will always express passion.
I know I am not perfect, but perfection is in the eyes of the beholder. Feel free to flame me if you wish, but know they will be passed over without regard. constructive critism is welcome as well, though I will not bend over backwards to change everything in my journal for it. I would, however, appreciate comments, so I know that I am not alone in the world. There, that's said.
I love the greatest person in the world. I asm guessing, love, that you will read this and I want you to know that. You are my lighthouse on my shores, guiding me back to a safer place, though you may not know it. My light in the dark world, illuminating even the darkest of moments with your smile. There is no way to express my love for you, for no words are powerful enough to even remotely begin. I was blessed 6 month ago at the Gaian Ball to find the love of my life, my angel, my sexy french tutor. *giggles* This journal is for you. ^^
 Marion-san · Sun Sep 26, 2004 @ 02:34pm · 5 Comments |
