Isn't it funny how, even if you TRY to avoid it, Redundancy is going to stab you in the back. Y'know, for example.. When you try to avoid someone they just seem so much closer, or, they something to you that makes you want to continue coping with them.
I need to grow up. i mean, ********, he's my best friend and I just get all weird and jealous and all that ********' s**t that gives me an echoing headache.
I take things to close. i'm...the stupidest human being on earth. My goddamn emotions and... just everything.
It's childish, I mean, I didn't think I could get this low....I never was a jealous person. I'm NOT normally a jealous person, But, I finally get what he meant so damn long ago, what I never saw or understood.
You don't know what you've got till it's gone ; Here today gone tomarrow ; Carpe Diem ; Seize The Day.
CHOKETRENDKILL · Mon Aug 20, 2007 @ 03:28am · 1 Comments |