i just want to write. i've been really bothered lately. i dont know why. i think it has to do with guys. and its dumb. cuz i dont need to have a bf or anything. and i know that. and im afraid. of chris, josh and of getting close to a guy. it kind of makes me mad really. i kind of wish i had never met any of the guys who i've been close to or anything. like brett, josh, jon, zeb, chris. i know thats horrid and stuff but serously. well. maybe one day a guy will truly make me happy. maybe next summer? or maybe when i move away from washington. who knows?
girl-on-saturn · Sun Aug 19, 2007 @ 02:58am · 1 Comments
