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my oldest dog amy got really sick about a week ago and we had to put her to sleep. she was in so much pain. i couldnt bear to go case seeing her in pain was enough torture for me. she was almost as old as me. and im about to turn 15. its really quite sad. even though we only had her for about 5 years of her life, she was still really fun to be around. this is the 9th death i have had to live through that includes the death of my dad, grandma neill, and grampie. grandma neill(my dads mom) died peacfully in her sleep. my grampie (moms dad) died of cancer cause he smoked. my dad died of cancer as well but he had never smoked a day in his life. his death hit me the hardest, not only beacase he was my dad, but beacase i was with him that night in the hospital with my mom when he died, i was asleep, but the first to know when my mom woke me up (she said god woke her up about 5 minutes before he died)
-starts crying-
 darkness jewel · Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 05:37pm · 0 Comments |
