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I don't feel like I am strong enough.

So... I didn't go to school today because I didn't feel all that great this morning. I also woke up with a sort of empty feeling in my stomach...
I really miss Gavin... I miss him a lot.

But I'll live through the wait... I get to see him at the end of the month, and I get to spend Memorial Day with him...

I just want to hold his hand again... I just want to kiss him again...
I just want to be around him... Cuddling... I felt so amazing... It's been so long since I did it... Now it's only been two days, but I still feel like it's been forever.
It hurts. But I have to endure the pain.

I don't feel right when you're gone away.

... Gavin... I miss you. A lot.



So, I went into the dollar store to get another collar, and... They only have the tiny tiny collars! I was so mad! I just wanted to get another collar so that Gavin and I could both wear the same collar, and poof! It's gone. Damn.

I guess I'll live though... Heh.

Um... I guess that's all for now. I'll be at Ashley's after school today if you have to make contact with me.

I'm broken.