Bleh... not good is I, not good at all. A lot of things have been happening all at once I guess. At least I'm not as bored. O.x
The thing that's bugging me the most right now just happened about an hour ago. Ehh, kinda. I'm not going to pour out the whole story because it uhh... just because. Yeah, so, we were on our lunch break at school, sitting around with the girls... and Jon. I was asking Jon about this thing that happened on Friday, because he told me things didn't turn out too well like he'd planned. When he finished telling me, he was almost in tears (not me though, I'm a tough guy. -cough- >___>
wink ...which never ever ever happens. My other two anonymous female friends sitting beside me were being asses and joking around, occasionally turning over to us and saying "WHAT?? What the hell is so sad? Start over, I wasn't listening! Tell me damnit! You never tell me anything! You don't like me!" and so on, taking breaks in between to giggle at their jackassnessism. >< So then me and the chicks (Jon decided to go elsewhere, can't blame him) went out for a little stroll before class started again. I was pissed. =D Normally I let stupid things slide away but I guess I was in a really bad mood or something. Or maybe because on the way out we were discussing my weight (which is perfectly fine by the way >__<
wink and this super fat dude that had asked them on Friday something like "why do you always hang around with that girl, she's so... you know, wide and disgusting." I said to anonymous friend #1 "He's really one to talk eh?" and she replied "Yeah, but at least he can admit that he's overweight." I am not fat, damnit! THIS IS NOT FAAAAAAT:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v12/Gaara09/family%20pictures/barrie1.jpgSooo.
smile We went out and had a pleasant little chat. I thanked anonymous friend #2 for laughing and making Jon feel like we really cared that he and his girlfriend just had their lives go down the drain. She got (and I'm betting is still) really mad at me and said she didn't do anything, she just couldn't hear what he was saying. Then anonymous friends 1 & 3 agreed with her, said I shouldn't make a big deal out of it. At that point I said okay, not feeling good, leaving now, bye bye. And here I am at home now, still not feeling so hawt. I wasn't just using that as an excuse, I actually have strep throat.
sweatdrop But yuhhh...
Second thingy - divorce. My mom has finally had enough with my dad, and we'll be moving away some time next year. We can't just yet because my dad is the only money maker around here. He's gone out of his way to make sure my mom hasn't gotten a job, so I guess he knows we'd leave if we could. Buuut, my mom is going to get a job anyways... somehow.
sweatdrop And I said I'd continue working to help towards moving. She told me it isn't my place to provide money for the family, but I'm doing it anyways because I want to see daddy suffer alone. =] Oh, and I uhh... want to help make the rest of us happier. Yeah. ^^ Soooo things will be better once we've moved away. In a way it'll be the best thing that's ever happened to me because we hate my dad, but on the other hand it's going to be rough on my mom to have to work all the time again, and my siblings and I will have to say good bye to all our friends and the place we grew up in. Pah, who needs friends when you've got high speed internet? Another reason we have to stick around for a while is because we're supposed to recieve inheritance from my grandfather who passed away 3 years ago. They've just been reeeally slow sorting through all the stuffs, and we have to sell all 4 of his farms. Once that's done, we recieve a quarter of the property money, and my brother, sister and I get another wad of cash for education. Can't just leave without all that, eh? BUT! I must warn you... if you let my dad find out about this, our lives will be ********. So don't. xD
Wow, longest journal evar. I feel better now, so I'm going to stop whining. Baii. n_n;
Ten Ten · Tue May 17, 2005 @ 07:12pm · 2 Comments
