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Well this weekend was fun for me! i went to enaj's with xana and troy on saturday and went again today with loseli with xana and troy there.it was fun. we played video games the whole time. i guess now you can call me a game freak. sigh...i'm so tired now. from crying and waiting. well my mom was giving me a hard time and i started crying out of frustration then my dad wasn't helping until he heard my side of the story. then he started laughing at my face as a joke cause it looked realyl messed up with my morning face and tears. but i cried even more and realized that no matter if i waited it wouldn't help the fact that b*****d i mean jaimes wouldn't like me again and i felt used by him. i made a joke at him on friday, a harmless littel joke but he thought i was serious or maybe he was just being mean again but he mocked me and when i tired to say sorry, he ignored me so i thought forget it! then i started crying cause i could never do anything right. and he was acting like a little immature child. i mean come on when someone tries to apologize to you after making a bad joke you don't ignore them or mock them! jeez!!! anyways i started to cry and i usually don't do that AT SCHOOL. so i went to loseli and cried on her shoulder for a while and then went to xana and asked if we could go but she didn't want to although she knew i was sad. i would've gone but oh well, she seemd to want to hang out with everyone else. well yeah that's all. after that, i don't like him anymore. there's a limit to how mean or childish you can be, jaimes.i was mean too but at least i didn't ignore you.