...i feel so empty as if i were drained of all my emotions. i cry so much right now that tears slide down my face and onto my hands. today as i thought life didnt have its gloomy rainclouds over me...it did! my love..the one i love so much is leaving for sicily. (for reasons i shall not say) no he did not break up with me. i feel so upset and in tears...i dont know if i can recover. my life now feels so empty and useless and i cant stop crying! damnit all!!! i just wish it never has to happen like this, i am like a cursed soul the mask of smiles hide my tears and saddness that i try to conceal from my friends and dear family members. i wish chris will come home soon, i cant stand to be alone i am lost without him...because i love him and he loves me. this hurts so much...
kazuko Community Member 
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