So much has happened over a short time. Kerry is having a lot of trouble in his life, and if ya don't know about it ya don't need to. Either way i wish there was something i could do about it aside from standing on the sidelines watching. I get to come over to his house friday so i guess im happy. I can't wait till i can see jill again even if it is a long time from now, I am just glad to see her again. I wish she wasn't going to move further away within a year from now, but i know that she loves me and i her, so i know that we wont cheat on each other or anything.
I'm glad that kerry is smart enough to know that amanda has a huge mouth and can't keep any secrets worth a damn, so i know that anything he tells me he trusts me with. Jill didn't call yeasterday, i was worried untill kerry told me today that she was online, so i know nothing horrible happened. I hope i get to talk to her today, she is the only person i have ever been giddy with, or seriously lovey-dovey and not just acting. Yesterday it really bugged me when kerry decided to talk about my previous "love" for amanda, whitch now i realize is completly fake and was never real, more like a pointless obsession.
I didn't go to the jobie meeting yesterday.. glad of that mainly because i didn't want to see amanda at all because whnever i see her i get incredibly pissed off and just want to kill someone or something. I don't see why she thinks i would do anything to neil when and or if he gets down here from canada, because she has tried to set up theese things to stop me, i now have to prove that im better than her attempted defenses and do something. muhahha twisted
later, J.t.
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