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{~Drama Updates~}
My life seems to be only drama, so here I present to you....my drama updates ^.~
Pissy Mood
Ok so I've come to realize something that angers me greatly. When I'm not with Krik I turn back into that stupid depressed girl that I hate. It angers me since I should I shouldn't be that dependant on my bf...it's not fair to him and it's a bad thing or me. Like our love is a good thing but not how badly I need him...at least I think? I honestly don't know what to believe anymore >.<

I love him more then anything and yes I'm gonna stay with him through anything...but I know there are some things I would leave him over (the normal cheating and beating me up lol which I know he won't do anyways razz ) so I know he isn't like controling me but I'm concerned as to why I need him so much...I mean normally poeple don't get depressed when they're not with their loved one - right?! I just don't know...I love him and I'm staying with him but I guess I need to try and not need him so badly to stay happy? >.<; I dunno what to think.


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  • User Comments: [3]
    baby...i really need to read your journals more cause u talk about me alot lol jokes...and you really do look awesome in your bathing suit...(catching up on past journals all at once)...and you such an awesome person you just need to start realizing that yourself and when you do i think you'd be an ever awesomer person if that's possible

    comment SgtSilverNitrate · Community Member · Sat Aug 04, 2007 @ 04:37pm
    well D: in this journal entry you seem like the needy gf
    (only not so ditsy but clingy? i might question the clingy one)

    you should try to do something that keeps you busy and happy but you don't think about him the whole time.... you get it?

    so your painting a picture and FINGER PAINTING~!!! yeah only don't finger paint a picture of kirk cause that would look weird and you would still be thinking of him and depressed. but you could have fun with it and do some other stuff like that when your not with him.

    D; i decided i want to become a shrink when i get out of highschool xD lmao


    comment ~Gothic..SpAzZ~ · Community Member · Sat Aug 04, 2007 @ 05:07pm
    I remember that feeling and being that girl but Im hapopy you ahve a happier ending than I....stop hanging out with him so much miss tuffet razz

    comment xXxCorkyxXx · Community Member · Mon Aug 06, 2007 @ 03:17am
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