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I wish I could just be happy one whole day
But that will never happen
Because I'm dying inside
So much has happened this year
After this year, I can never truly be happy
Everyone has something against me
Some don't even know what it is just yet
One of my friends has died
I just think he'll walk back into our lives
Make me laugh like I've never laughed in months
I feel like no one cares
I know some do, I just won't listen
Or even let them help
I really try, but it hurts
I even think that crying helps even more
I've shed enough tears to drown in
I really want to let you in to help
All of you can, but the wall to climb over is hard
So, I'm writing this down, because saying it all is harder
Also, because someone said that I never think it all through
Well, I thought this over well enough
But if it isn't good enough to fit you criteria...leave me alone
Because you're the one who has fallen off the wall as you climbed it
I will not reveal your identity
So I hope my silence towards you will shut you up
Have a nice day stare stare