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Current Mood: sad
I'm sad...for many reasons...some I wish not to tell, some I do. The reason I want to tell is because it is mother's day, and I have done nothing for her, and I am afraid that she might think I don't return the love she tries to share with me. I'm...sad because every year before this I've been able to get her something for every occasion, but this year for some reason I stopped...
I'm also sad because seeing as how it is mother's day, it is almost like grandma's day...and Grandma was like a mom to me while I was young because she was there for me when my mom was always at work. She...isn't here now, and I wish really bad to tell her that she'll always be with us- but somehow, I can't trust the fact they'll be with you forever, because if they were, then there would be no pain...
But at a happier note, hopefully a hug will do the trick, if not...I hope my mom won't break down and cry on my shoulder... crying
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