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Inside a wander's mind
birthday - 2/14 likes- ice skating, anime, vampire roleplay, drawning, and math dislikes- english, a snobby person
songs for the day
linkin park "crawling"

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real


there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/I can't seem


to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how I can't seem...

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing confusing what is real

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing what is real
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/confusing what is real

Disturbed "Remember"

sensation washes over me
i can't describe it
pain i felt so long ago
i don't remember
tear a hole so i can see
my devastation
feelings from so long ago
i don't remember

holding on to let them know
what's given to me, given to me
to hide behind my mask this time
and try to believe

blind your eyes to what you see
you can't embrace it
leave it well enough alone
and don't remember
cut your pride and watch it bleed
you can't deny it
pain you know you can't ignore
i don't remember

holding on to let them know
what's given to me, given to me
to hide behind my mask this time
and try to believe

if i can remember
to know this will conquer me
if i can just walk alone
and try to escape into me

sensation washes over me
i can't describe it
pain i felt so long ago
i don't remember

i'm just holding on to let them know
what's given to me, given to me
to hide behind my mask this time
and try to believe

if i can remember
to know this will conquer me
if i can just walk alone
and try to escape into me, into me, into me

The Used "All that i've got"

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream ******** me, I..

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream ******** me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got


Longview "When you sleep"

You don't know what you do to me
You don't know what you do to me
I don't know what i want to be
And i know what i want to be

You don't know what you do to me
You don't know what you do to me
I don't know what i want to be
You don't know what you do to me

(only when you sleep)
Cant believe it feels like
(only when you sleep)
Fight fire, can't forget
(only when you sleep)
All's changing, now its real
(only when you sleep)
Can't believe the way i feel

You don't know what you do to me
(only when you sleep)
You don't know what you do to me
(only when you sleep)
Couldn't stop if i made you see
(only when you sleep)
You don't know what you do to me

(only when you sleep)
Cant believe it feels like
(only when you sleep)
Fight fire, can't forget
(only when you sleep)
All's changing, now its real
(only when you sleep)
Can't believe the way i feel

Ever-lasting, still unchanging
Ever-lasting, still unchanging
Ever-lasting
Still...

(only when you sleep)
Cant believe it feels like
(only when you sleep)
Fight fire, can't forget
(only when you sleep)
All's changing, now its real
(only when you sleep)
Can't believe the way i feel
(only when you sleep)

You don't know what you do to me
(only when you sleep)
You don't know what you do to me
(only when you sleep)
You don't know what you do to me
(only when you sleep)
You don't know what you do to me


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