I really can't take this anymore....I'm hurt and it's not gonna go away for a while. I think I know what I have to do but it's gonna be hard hopefully I'll have my true friends with me to help me through it...At least I'll have norah and tanya....to tell you the truth I think that's all I need. Just as long as their there for me, I think I'll be alright.....They won't care if I cry in front of them...even though I don't like to cry around people at least they won't make fun of me for it....I know that for sure I'll be able to cry as much as need to but I know Norah and Tanya will always be there for me no matter what.
I've been hurt before but it's different this time. I actually believed the person...I was stupid enough to believe them. I should have known it happens to me all the time.
But I guess they don't care that toying with someone's emotion's can leave them damaged. Sevearly emotionally and physically damaged.....I guess as long as their happy it's okay....right? I can't seem to grasp that fact though I'm to nice of a person and can't bring myself to do it back to other people. If I did I would be so horrible to them, I am a violent person...no one know's it though, since I'm always acting like a good person. Inside I'm an evil monster no one wants to see that, you'd make them sick.
It doesn't matter anymore though.....as long as your happy....
It hurts alot but I guess I'll have to learn to move on, right?
