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&& IF THERE IS NO LIGHT TO SPARE
I SHALL LOVE HIM AT THE SPEED OF DARK
in short, I found a giftbox, figured the odds were in my favor over getting an item worth over 5k, && opened it to find a 2.2k coon tail. x3 but, onward!
I think I have slight anxiety problems? o.o; as in, somebody tells me something wrong with me, I never forget about it && always wonder if anyone else will notice it, keep trying to change it. I also obsess over little things, being afraid of what somebody might say if they notice it. so I spend forever trying to hide it. I always need at least one person's approval of something I have or I just automatically start to not like it. if I go, say, "I don't like those shoes." && they go "I think they're awesome!" then I'll go, "well I mean they're okay, just not something I'd buy" && then I'll all start complimenting them. even if I had *no* taste for them in the first place. wtf!? D;
does this sound right? >-<; I'm not sure. I'm also not sure how accurate it is to say slight. well, I definitely have anxiety problems but I'm not sure if they're slight or huge. gah! gonk I really need feedback about this from people that really know me. please. <3
(I think these problems are why Tia was so awful for me. she noticed the stupidest things && told me everything I did was weird, && everything I did for her ended up badly. for example when we traded jackets, she wanted to trade back within a week because she zips it up all the way && she's allergic to nickel && the zipper had nickel in it, so she "couldn't wear it." so I felt bad about that, && she started ranting about how I should put clear nail polish over the zipper so that she could wear it. things as tiny as that *reallyreally* get to me! =( )
&& IF THERE IS NO LIGHT TO SPARE
I SHALL LOVE HIM AT THE SPEED OF DARK
in short, I found a giftbox, figured the odds were in my favor over getting an item worth over 5k, && opened it to find a 2.2k coon tail. x3 but, onward!
I think I have slight anxiety problems? o.o; as in, somebody tells me something wrong with me, I never forget about it && always wonder if anyone else will notice it, keep trying to change it. I also obsess over little things, being afraid of what somebody might say if they notice it. so I spend forever trying to hide it. I always need at least one person's approval of something I have or I just automatically start to not like it. if I go, say, "I don't like those shoes." && they go "I think they're awesome!" then I'll go, "well I mean they're okay, just not something I'd buy" && then I'll all start complimenting them. even if I had *no* taste for them in the first place. wtf!? D;
does this sound right? >-<; I'm not sure. I'm also not sure how accurate it is to say slight. well, I definitely have anxiety problems but I'm not sure if they're slight or huge. gah! gonk I really need feedback about this from people that really know me. please. <3
(I think these problems are why Tia was so awful for me. she noticed the stupidest things && told me everything I did was weird, && everything I did for her ended up badly. for example when we traded jackets, she wanted to trade back within a week because she zips it up all the way && she's allergic to nickel && the zipper had nickel in it, so she "couldn't wear it." so I felt bad about that, && she started ranting about how I should put clear nail polish over the zipper so that she could wear it. things as tiny as that *reallyreally* get to me! =( )
