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I wrote this one probably around 2003 or 2004. It's been a long time since I actually used my song in a roleplay.

You are my friend
Yet you are my enemy
I am your tragedy
I am your defeat
I am the worst thing ever-- in your life


I am your death
I am your plague
Yet you accept me
for what I am
Even if I was a demon
or a vampire
It doesn't matter
Not anymore.

So life dealt me a bad deal.
Why should I even care now?
I threw my past behind me
I'm looking foward to moving on.

You have dreams
I have nightmares
of the dangerous events in my life
I remember all that happened
Yet you helped me through it all.

You are kind
you made me special
I feel gentle and soft
Yet my dark side fights within
I use it if necessary
My life is a tangled web

So life dealt me a bad deal
Why should even care now
I threw my past behind me
I'm looking foward to moving on.

You have changed my life
Forever more
The past is now behind me
I'm moving on
Why should I look back
when I'm safe now?

I changed the way I feel
The demons are gone now
No nightmares bug me now
Why should I care of it now

So life dealt me a bad
Why should I even care now?
I threw my past behind me
Now I'm moving on
Life starts anew

So life dealt me a bad deal
Why should I even care now?
I threw my past behind me
Now I'm moving on
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Here's the other one. It's called Honest.

Don't try and lie right now
You got to be honest
Don't play your little games
You'll get in trouble

When we first met, I thought we're meant to be
Now time has passed
you are not what it seems to be
You had tricked me
used me to your advantage
Now it's time for payback
for being dishonest

Don't play those games
It's a waste of time
You'll regret it
You're a waste of me space

Don't try and lie right now
You got to be honest
Don't play your games
You'll get in trouble

You think that I am stupid
that I'll fall for your tricks
No more of the playing
Let's get serious

I used to fall for your tricks
Don't dare near me again
Your game is over
My game has just begun

Don't try and lie right now
you got to be honest
Don't play your games
You'll get in trouble

Don't try and lie right now
Don't play your stupid games
You thought you're naughty
but I'm the dirty player

Try and play your games
They won't work on me
The games use to work
I can see right through them
So don't play your games
it is no use
Your time has come
I'm setting you loose.

You try and play your games
They just won't work now
I'm way smarter than that
I have evolved


Don't paly your stupid games with me
It will be no use
I'm cutting the cord now
I'm making you suffer

Don't try and lie right now
You got to be honest
Dont paly your games
or else you'll be in trouble

Don't try and lie right now
you got to be honest
Don't play your games
you'll be in trouble

Don't try and lie right now (don't lie to me)
You got to be honest {You got to be}
Don't play your games
{Do not play your games}
You'll be in trouble
{you'll be punished}

Don't try and lie right now
You got to be honest
Don't play your games
You'll be in trouble.