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(inspired by my convo with hoshi =3)

I'm better off at this stay
but the thoughts of you are in my way
you held back and its your fault
my feelings for you are sealed tight in a vault
too bad you'll never have the key
too bad you'll never see
how you forgotten me
you were never there, couldn't even make it to my graduation
won't be there to help with my first application
will never cheer me on when I need you the most
Your just as gone and here like a ghost
with-out you has made me realize how you weren't even apart of my life
have a good time with the girl I didn't even know that you call your wife
why did you wait?
why did you hold out?
Leaving me not knowing what your about
With all these doubts that you were ever my father at all
How I've waited for months to have you return my call
I finally know you've forgotten me for good
If you had the chance to take and start over again I know you could
but its too late
destiny has already tied our fate
if they ask if your my birth father I'll say yes
if they ask if your my father I'll say no
Because in the end you'll never hug me to a shred
but holding your new baby girl instead

Don't be sad because its true, I'll never look back at you.