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A thousand times I've heard them say
What good is this to us anyway
A thousand times I live this day
I listen to words as they float away
And thats what this is all about
A little bit of emptiness put out
A little bit of tragedy,
To make it seem deeper than it should be
Im so low
Even when I see the way is up
Im so low
Even when I lose myself
Im so low
Everything is pushing me back down and I know
Im so low
A thousand prayers I've had to speak
A little bit of help to ease the weak
A thousand steps I never learn
I end up falling with every turn
And thats what this is all about
A little bit of emptiness put out
A little bit of tragedy
To make it seem deeper than it could be
I live once
I give once
I am stuck
Where is love

Wrapped in transparent dreams
The way to the end is the means
Now you're caught in this web of things you shouldn't have said
And now it's totally true
No one is gonna save you
It's kinda sad how you just sit there trying to find words to say

I see everything

And now you're slipping away
And no one cares what you say
You're a slave to yourself
I'm glad you know it so well
I've got this beautiful view
Looking right down on you
It's kinda sad how you just sit there trying to find your own truth

I see everything

And I'm thinking of way
To blow it apart
Just like all of the dreams
That rot in your heart
This shell turns to night
It shelters the light

And if fate is so drawn, you'll be left alone without anyone
Just seeing without anyone
And if you think I am wrong
I could take you to a place inside my head where images are gray and red

I see everything

Can I ask you something?
Do you see me near you?
Slowly going over it
Alkali

You make it all clear
Nothing makes it better
You make it all clear
Nothing makes it better
You make it all clear
Nothing makes it better
You make it all clear
Nothing makes it better

I reinvent you
And I believe in you
And I defend you
Cause you know what to do
I torment you
Belief is so untrue
It wont make it easier it wont make it strong
You want it forever you want it so wrong
Your breathing in circles
Your leaving inside
Breaking in pieces it wont ever die
I walk around you
I am the other side
Keep things from you
Wait until its time
I move so slowly
I am the lowly one
I found in waiting
The deception won

Dissarm you and your smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who's left alone

What I choose is it my choice?
It's a voice, it comes to you too
It's killing me, it's killing you, my love
To send a smile over to you

To send a smile over to you
Killing me it's killing you
To send a smile over to you
Killing me it's killing you
To send a smile over to you
Killing me it's killing you
To send a smile over to you
Killing me it's killing you

If I was living to be free, I don't see that anymore
I was just trying to be me, but the walls and the wars won't let me be
There's always something, to remind me what to do
There's always someway, to get back to you
Just let me know, when you need my faith
I'll be there to fly away with you, with you

I know someday we'll make it work, and I know that the rain will clear the way
I know someday we'll take it home, and I know that the pain will clear the way
There's always something, to remind me of you
There's always a way to take me there
Just let me know, when you need a hand
I'll be there to be with you, with you

And it's always darkest, before dawn
And when the sun comes out, all the rain is gone, it's gone

I was making my head up, and you know it would fall down
All the weight of the world has got me on the ground

'Cause it's always darkest, before dawn
And when the sun comes on, all the rain is gone, it's gone