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what do you expect?
what? it's my journal and I get to choose what I want to put in it so ha!
Thoughts of suicide.

Living a lie as people look at me.

Smiling to cover the fact that I am in pain.

Living life alone in the dark.

Crying at night thinking of you.

Times where I feel I shouldn't exist.

If you could feel what I was going through you just might understand.

Telling people I'm okay even though I just want to break down 24/7

Why did I end up this way?

Was it because I have always been alone since I was a child?

Or is it because I see things in a different way?

My life has been a burden.

I turned out to be the outcast in my family.

what would it be like to live someone elses life?

I just want to......... die


xT A I Le boar
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  • User Comments: [2]
    I am not talking about anyone in general. you would have to be me to know about what I am talking about or who I am talking about. so don't just assume cause you would probably be wrong sorry but no offense stare ......

    comment xT A I Le boar · Community Member · Thu Jul 12, 2007 @ 06:59am
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