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We'll start among hypocrites, the melody of our time.
I write for sake of my sanity. Don't like it? Don't read it.
Today.. more than ever.
Shaking more than ever. I just keep on thinking about my life, about when I had a life, about when I wanted to live. When I felt good, when I could die happy. I just keep on thinking back to the days when I had something to look foward to. My everything, my only one.

Did I..? Did I forsake you? Did I lie to you? Did I ever speak words of dishonesty to you? Did I ever put that knife in your back? Was I ever unfaithful?

My answer is short and simple to my own questions;
that answer is no. I cannot recall one single time that I ever turned on you, betrayed you, intentionally tried to hurt you. But.. if I ever did.. and I hope I die at this moment if I did.. if I ever did forsake you in anyway possible.. I am truely and deeply sorry. I failed you, and I failed myself. And I don't deserve a chance to be heard, or any sort of a second chance.



-Schizoid


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