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	Im crying and cutting again..
	Im crying and cutting again..


Mood: Depressed/pissed I cant stand this anymore..! I've now started and old, unproud habit..(Told in previous entry..) Sorry Kira and Sam..I tried to stop, and not do it again.. but I just cant stand all that is going on! I just wish for it ALL.. to end..I feel as if no one cares.. and sometimes even Kira makes m feel it.. ((not I know im gonna get hit..)) This is all pissing me off.. Im moveing.. mom and dad hate me.. no one cares about whats happeneing to me (mostly parents.. since I dont tell my friends alot..) Plus, a girl who ISNT helping at all.. tho she probably isnt paying the ****** attintion to anything that im doing/ sayin.. She's to busy thinking of herself to even think of the reasons for anything.. but no one should really pay attintion anyway.. ~Kurayami Hane Tenshi~** · Wed Jul 04, 2007 @ 11:17pm · 4 Comments


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dragontamerintraining
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Thu Jul 05, 2007 @ 12:01am

its ok paigey just dont do it again plz

Fukushu Kokochiyoi
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Thu Jul 05, 2007 @ 03:21am

That pisses me off, paige. I know I was acting helpless and like a b***h and saying that I was gonna cut because I'm fat and ugly and nobody likes me, but why the ******** do you have to do it too?
At the risk of sounding careless and bitchy, I'm going to say this, if you keep cutting, I'll see to it that you are sent off to Texas and I'll block you off my messangers and I'll never talk to you again. I don't believe that you're sorry, and I'm extremely pissed off that you were trying to hide this from me.
You know when I said I was gonna hit Sammy for telling me lies, I'm not, YOU ARE TELLING LIES!
I honestly don't care what you think is important right now, its not smart to hide these things from a friend. Especially someone who thought they meant something.
I thought I was important, but I guess you wouldn't care if I did kill myself, would you?

S i n k o t s u
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Sun Jul 08, 2007 @ 09:59am

...I give up.It may not mean s**t to you.You may hate every word I say and not believe anything I've ever said to you.I haven't given you any reasons too, and that's my fault and mine alone.You may not care about anything I have to say, but all I ask, is that you hear me out, to the very end.I looked up to you and Kira.Because you never did what I wanted to.I may still cut myself and come up with logical explainations, but that's only to remind myself I'm alive.There are many people who care about what's happening.I myself included.I may not know what happens, but if it harms you or puts you in harms way at all, I am one of the people that would be first to take the hit.Just don't.I can't explain or even dream to put my feelings into words that would do them justice, but I can try nonetheless.I care.Kira cares.I'm sure there are many more people I don't know that care.You may not be apathetic, but you still don't want to be in this mental position.Apathy is 1ox worse.Take my word for it, even if you don't believe me.But before you do anything rash..Anything that can't be undone...Think.Stop, and think.Think of those who care.You don't have to think of me, but think.Think of what would happen to those who care.Don't be pessimistic about it, be realistic.Look at the good, and the bad.I garuntee, in a situation like this, if someone at all, even if I'm the last person to still care, the good will outweigh the bad.Don't do what's easy, do what's right.If I can carry on through the s**t I've been through, I garuntee you can make it.No, I may not have had it the most rough, but I've seen and expirienced things no one should have.No matter how many times I say it, I still remember all the times I've said things like "don't do it." or "People love you, it's not worth it."I just can't express the gravity of what would happen if you died.I would give up living, I'm sure Kira would be hit as hard.I'm sure there are many people that would be hit hard..And another thing to think about before you do anything rash.Think of this, and don't fail to remember the fact that you're not just another brick in the wall.

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Tue Jul 10, 2007 @ 05:30pm

Nikki please don't cut...I mean I know you don't think any of us care of give a crap but I care a hell of a lot and I hate knowing your that upset.....please? Kira and Sammy care too though Kira seems more angry (scary Kira lol) I'm working on getting you out of that place and over here, so don't get to worried about it! and if I ever get some money (*sigh*) I'll come to Texas, kidnap you, Kira, Sammy and Hailey and we'll all go live in England!! I was going to say Cali or something but you guys would have to stay indoors all day lol *hugs!* please don't cut NikkI! We do (even if you dont believe it) care for you! and i personally care for you more than myself

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