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ok. first off here i am sitting at the comp being all emo mindin my own biz like usual my bros just gone to another state for the holidays to visit his dad for two weeks right so i was pretty up on celebrating in my mind. not with my mum. in my mind. and she cooks the dinner I hate, but SHE loves. [******** b***h WHORE!! i told her half way through cooking it that i wasnt hungry. then she starts bitching on and on about how i always tell her im not hungry after she starts cooking n all [******** GET A GRIP ******** THATS THE FIRST TIME IV DONE THAT and i told her once already that id slit my wrists the next time she yelled at me cos iv taken enough of that s**t to last me a ******** LIFETIME of hating her for screwing up my life. i guess she didnt take it seriously. i went into my room and slit my wrists with the scissors smearin blood all over a paper scrap and left it in the lounge for her to find HEHE