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someone past away who was very close to me..REALLY close to me and well i really hate my life right now... crying i wish it didn't end this way

now its just me in this big empty world with noone here....

he was like my brother..hehe maybe more he was sweet kind nice adorable cute ( i called him dimple face) becuz he had dimples duh! and well he was older than me but 3 days 2hrs 56min...lol i remeber i used to stalk him when i was like 11 and he never noticed till one day my celly rang! and thats when we got to know each other...his name was edwin martinez

the last day i saw him was 5/6 days ago at the park we ate icecream and walked around he told me he was moving away to puerto rico and i screamed and yelled " no your not nuh-uh no way jose" and he said " yup" nodding his hean but wih a frown upon his face then today i heard the news...there are some guys that don't like him becuz for some stupid reason..so when he comes home from whatever he was doing he got jumped by 5 guys. Punching, kicking, baseball bat rocks till finally after 10 minutes of their hatred and beating him up..some dude calls the police cause he sees trails of blood then sees edwin...shaking in pain crying out for help but goddamn it was to ******** late to get him to the hospital..the docters said he lost too much blood...and you don't know how much i cried that day...i didn't sleep,eat,talk pfft i didn't even want to breathe..but i know hes watching over me..and the vid on my profile is deitcated to him...