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song+ Iroquois Longhouse // How the West Was Lost
book+ The Road to Middle Earth
scent+ Coffee.
quest+ Get some golds for this months donation items. Zodiac FTW!
upper+ Feeling better <3
downer+ No luck with jobbies ;.;
attire+ White tank, bluu jamies
drink+ coffeez



Okay. So I'm feeling a little better. <3 The appointment didn't take too long. I was able to get some prozak and it's already helping me .. though it is making me pretty jittery and ish difficult to sleep. >_<

Woke up this morning to a panic attack though. It felt like someone had grabbed my heart and was squeezing it while stabbing my brain with an electrical outlet. Not pleasant.

One good thing is I feel less like a zombie .. yesterday I actually went outside and looked for work, unfortunately I forgot to bring an umbrella. ('ella, 'ella) Came home absolutely soaked. xD Only managed to look into two places before that happened. ;_; With no luck ..

There's just nothing around here .. ;_; that I can do without my head exploding from stress. I HATE feeling like such a fricking WEAKLING. I'm sick of everyone having to support me and pretend like it's okay. It's not okay. I have to stop being a baby. I'm sick of just giving up and letting myself waste away.

I'll go out in a little bit and keep looking for work.

I'm starting to wonder if the only possible place is Little Ceasars again. I hate the feeling of crawling back there and begging for my job back. After all, they're the nimrods that fired me without proof that I'd done anything wrong.

I dunno. :{