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You ever feel out of the loop. Like your missing somthing you've never had. That you have a great friendship and thats it. He protects me but he doesnt know what he is protecting. He talks to me................ but what is he talking to? I miss things iv'e never had............ how is that possible? Its not fair somtimes. and i hate myself for all the stupid Jealousy i feel. How can i call myself a friend like that? i should just live with the fact i'll always be what i am and who i am. Even if its a lot to live with............................................ cry