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I just got the bad news from my mother. She has to have another surgury on her leg if she possibly wants to walk normally again. All six of her injuries are from one handicap child, the girl's name is Desurie. SHe hurt my mother in so may ways. My mom's leg is busted up, the muscule was pulled right off the bone. The nerves in her hands are shot. And all of that is starting to scare me. On top of it all.... it's been four months since DVR attacked gaia people and pretended to be me in doing so. My sister nearly didn't pass the seventh grade and I don't know what my father (on his third marriage) is going to do about my tuition increase. He better help this time. I don't know what to do anymore crying I can't stand up and fight against my father for more child support for my sister and I. I'm only 15! God DAMN it all! I HATE THIS! I can never be myself in front of people because I babble when I get nervous, I blush to much at any strong emotion, I'm 15 but I worry that my grandmother may have alzimer"s (old timer's disease) My aunt is 44 and she is handicap and acts like a child most of the time. and, and, and.............

I'm an idiot because I just don't know who the f*ck I really am. With everything going on, I only have time for things going on at school, studying and helpping out my family with things. Like I said, I babble way to much. I'm starting to cry because I'm worried about all this s**t. And not to mention that I worry more about others at school like my friends.....

With everything that's going on..... what am I supposed to do? gonk I'm brain dead now burning_eyes burning_eyes burning_eyes

Any advice much appricated. Thank you 3nodding
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