when u finally see the truth...u feel the pain...the agony! the reason they say they love you,is to keep u from telling the world!that no one cares,the abuse u are put through...not physicle,but emotionle,so the world cant see!cant save you from the suffering!as the darkness envelops your soul,your only means of ecscape!you let it all out!all the pain they put you through!but is it enough!!!!is it enough to let that breath out that u have been holding since the day you where born!?is it enough to realease the feeling that the day you where born,the agony and torture started!?when your parents take your siblings side,and say everything you do is your fault,MY FAULT!!IS IT ENOUGH TO SAVE ME FROM THAT PAIN!!!!THAT PAIN I HAVE BEEN HOLDING FOR ALL THESE YEARS!!!!IF I TAKE MY LIFE AWAY,I HAVE TO GO TO HELL!!!!I DONT WANT TO TELL GOD THAT MY LIFE,MY TEARING FROM LIFE TO LIFE LIFE ISNT WORTH IT...BUT IF I ECSCAPE IN THE ONE WAY I CAN THINK OF,MY FLESH WILL BURN!!!!burn...my heart will go through more pain...so teens like me...have to hold all this back...but some...end it...END IT IN THE WAY WE ALL THINK OF!but some of us cant do...because...even though..the people who caused us this pain...still might see...WE WANT TO TRY!!!!try and get the love we want...the love that we have been waiting for,for all these years...we want to try,and show them we care...even if they see us as a single shadow...we want them to hold us in there warm arms...and MEAN it...when they say,I LOVE YOU...i love you...are the words that teens and kids like me...have been waiting for...so when the next time they say...i love you...maybe....for the first time...we will hear the love that they have given to the other one...maybe...we will feel that warm feeling that the other one has felt all these years...while we get the freezing glare...maybe...just maybe..if we all wait a little longer...we can feel the warm feeling of love....
 __neko__babe__ · Sun Apr 17, 2005 @ 06:44am · 0 Comments |
