Beh.
I've been depressed pretty much all day long.
I don't know why...
It's probably because of my dad.
He's been yelling at me all day for not 'understanding' enough.
Whatever.
He's just a retard.
I hate him.
My emotions have been on a rollercoaster lately.
I go from happy to sad, to mad to really emo.
No, I don't cut myself.
I made a promise to somebody that I wouldn't.
And I haven't.
I cried myself to sleep last night.
And I've been crying basically all day.
I think it's because I keep hearing "Wake Me Up When September Ends" by Green Day.
That song reminds me of so many things...
But, yeah.
I just wish that I could be happy for a week.
One.
Whole.
********.
Week.
Seven days.
Is that so much to ask for?
Yes, I believe in God.
Yes, I pray for everybody to be happy and for my family's 'situation' to be solved.
But do I get any credit for it?
No.
Everybody else becomes happy.
Except for me.
The irony is cruel, isn't it?
Oh well.
There's nothing I can do about it.
There is one thing that's made me happy.
And he knows who he is.
Thanks, Corey.
You always put a smile on my face.
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I've been depressed pretty much all day long.
I don't know why...
It's probably because of my dad.
He's been yelling at me all day for not 'understanding' enough.
Whatever.
He's just a retard.
I hate him.
My emotions have been on a rollercoaster lately.
I go from happy to sad, to mad to really emo.
No, I don't cut myself.
I made a promise to somebody that I wouldn't.
And I haven't.
I cried myself to sleep last night.
And I've been crying basically all day.
I think it's because I keep hearing "Wake Me Up When September Ends" by Green Day.
That song reminds me of so many things...
But, yeah.
I just wish that I could be happy for a week.
One.
Whole.
********.
Week.
Seven days.
Is that so much to ask for?
Yes, I believe in God.
Yes, I pray for everybody to be happy and for my family's 'situation' to be solved.
But do I get any credit for it?
No.
Everybody else becomes happy.
Except for me.
The irony is cruel, isn't it?
Oh well.
There's nothing I can do about it.
There is one thing that's made me happy.
And he knows who he is.
Thanks, Corey.
You always put a smile on my face.
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