When I think of how it would be if someone loved, this feeling of emptyness comes upon. This feeling is like i've been missing out on someting. Now that i'm older i still think that love is a meaningless emotion. Although i sometimes would wonder if i would ever be loved. As the years go by this feeling of lonelyness and emptyness gets stronger and stronger. soon i realize that my life has been nothing but a but a black hole. I now feel like there's a big hole in my heart with nothing to comfort it. I finaly burst into tears and cry in a dark room. my tears have turned in to blood when i finaly saw how empty my life was. IT was only filled with lies and lonelyness. While i cry i wipe away my bloody tears and wonder will i live like this for the rest of my life. As each day goes by and every second has passed. I've always wonder will i ever be loved.
Forever Black Rose · Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 04:36am · 0 Comments |