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the sadest thing happend yesterday...our class has meetings about like our problems and i told my class about the problem with my family and my friend who died in the hospital...(ppl who do not know about hi do not ask!i do not wish to tell the story anymore the more i tell the more i miss him ok...)i think my teacher called my grandparents idk but she said she didnt they came to see me i didnt start to cry til they came and when we all had a meeting my grandma said mean things about my mom she might take me away but the only reason she will do that is cuz i get money from welfare and she wants the money when she has enough!My grandpa is different e want to have me live with them so i can work on hw and study and wont be sad or stressed where im living he actually CARES about me while my grandma she cares but more the money then me stare he cares cuz he wasnt a good father to my mom he went to jail killed a guy and did other bad things while he was in jail my mom was with m grandma she left marks on her and cheated on grandpa when my grandpa was in jail for his 3 yr(had 5-7 yrs in jail)my mom lived on the streets and stuff...thats a different story but if i actually do have to go with them idk wat will happen will i be ok or be like my mom and run away and live of the streets...id rather stay with my mom though when my grandparents left the school i couldnt stp crying and for the first time most of my friends seen me cry...i never let anyone see me cry b ut there my firtst friends to see me cry outta this whole year i cried till the school day was over i hid it in class sai i got stuff in my eye or i was sick....but they knew what happend that i broke down and actually cried right in front of them..........but it was b/cause i was sad and had too much stress and i still do........