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i read his feelings, not understanding,
old feelings of someone else,
not me, misunderstanding,
make a fool of myself,
why?
this is probably a dream i tell myself,
how could anyone love me, for me?
i'm really bad with words, and get confused easily?
did he say he loved me, or would never love me? i duno
my mind is slow, trying to understand
...write him an e-mail..
praying he'll never read it
my mind races as does my heart,
i have a boyfriend,
so this shouldn't be hard
but its hard,
the more i think the harder it is
i made an a** of myself,
will he ever forgive me
if he forgives me will i accept
the fact i'll end up hurting him ...again
i know i've hurt him,
it pains me to know i've hurt him,
he's the only one who understands,
and yet he's clueless
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