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i like to sleep long and deep,
into hours of the day not meant for humans,
i like to swim but hate the sun,
oh how it burns my skin,
even in summer i like to wear black,
it's the color of my soul, the color of my thoughts,
but i always look nice,
a perfect lolita amidst messy wannabes,
i always make sure my hair is perfect,
though not the same color for very long,
i draw beautiful misery,
elegance and horror could very well be my future,
and yes i love it,
fear is a euphoric emotion that paralyzes,
and i love to fear,
and i love death,
and i love that darkness of my soul,
but i suppose that is just the gothic side of me.