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my heart is overflowing
confusion and pain overwhelming my soul
cant find a way to escape
drowning in my own pathetic aura
unable to control myself
blood leaking from my eyes
unable to breathe on my own
dont let me drag you down
transforming into a parasitic being
feeding on your heart
i never wanted to lose you
i never wanted to let you go
cant turn back time to escape our future
im sorry
im sorry for lovng you
i regret nothing
my life forever haunted by memories of past quarrels
unable to forgive myself
unable to move on
unable to let you go
forgive me for all the pain ive put you through
forgive me and i can finally have peace
forgive me and i can finally escape the lie ive lived
the lie of a happy life