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damn i sort of find this bothersome even though i shouldn't but it's just the kind of person i am....


someone i know seems to have joined gaia but maybe a week ago they insulted me for being.....i dont remember exactly, i think they called me a follower and not a real Jrock fan.....now i might have been acting slightly fangirly as we were discussing an cafe and i was joking around and said i had a "shrine" for Bou and some other bands, but maybe they thought i was worshipping their image and not thier music and I CERTAINLY WAS NOT, BECAUSE IF I BECOME FANS OF THE MUSIC WAYYYYY BEFORE I EVER SEE WHAT THE BAND MEMBERS LOOK LIKE

I didn't even have the internet when i 1st heard Jrock.... i first heard L'Arc~en~Ciel's "Shinshoku~lose control~" in the Godzilla 2000 movie, but i couldn't follow the Jrock genre even though i liked it due to the fact that i had no source of getting it .....thankfully someone gave me the SMILE cd (also by L'Arc~en~Ciel) a few years ago and that's when i became a fan, and obviously, at that time, i had no idea hyde was hott *lol* (because i didnt get the internet till about a year ago)

so this person blocked me on aim, and that shouldn't have bothered me and i was getting over it....till now they are invading my territory in the international music forum and since it's this person who upset me i'm kinda pissed....
nobody calls me a follower or tells me i'm not a real Jrock fan and gets away without pissing me off, because i would trade in every picture of the band memebers for their music any day.....

ok, so i'm a little emotional, every little thing bothers me and i can't let this little misunderstanding/argument/whatever it was, go, because it was a serious blow to my pride *yes i know i'm a dork but it's true*.....but i can certainly feel slightly better by posting it here =P