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<center> Apparently some people just don't seem to realize things.
I know I've been terribly silent, and terribly away, and truely, I am aware that it is 'unfair' to those who consider themselves my friends.
However, I have my own personal reasons for this, and some of it is because I just don't feel like I used to anymore. Online talking just doesn't capture me like it used to before. I don't have the ability or time to lose myself in a play world any longer, nor do I feel that I can anymore. Daydreaming is no longer a pleasure, and more of a tendency to reflect back on this past year, and the years before. An incident that happened this year is the cause for most of it, and it is something I've only shared with one person.
I come on occasionally, but I guess people haven't really grasped it yet since I never wanted to bother with a stupid official annoucement where people could possibly get upset and ask for me to stay. But whatever, I don't really care.
As for Kal and I, if some of you haven't noticed, we're not 'together' anymore. I stopped that to intentionally not drag her along in my varying presence.
Yes, I'm quiet and I do not respond to IMs.
Yes, I know Kal is leaving.
But I've been gone.
Enough PMs, IMs, and guilt trips. </center>
 Vodou · Sun Apr 10, 2005 @ 03:19am · 4 Comments |
