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Thizz My life and It sucks
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Why...why did this have to happen now,I mean damn right in front of me..How can this be? I just want to be with you right now,being by your side. I want to leave this mean old world and be next to you once again. How can they take you from me? I see you right there staring at my being in front of me,like nothing really happen like it is all a dream..There just ******** with my mind this can't be. I stand there looking at my love who I trusted, Who I gave everything to but now it gone but is right in front of me looking at me. I walk close to you and take you hand with mine and they feel soft and warm like the real, I lean in to kiss you soft lips and move back slowly looking in your eyes.
I wish I can take you and tell all that I couldn't when you where alive I start to have tears come down my cheek thinking how much I miss you not being with my. I'm sorry I can't be with you and I'm sorry I didn't do all I can. I have waited to long to be with you once again. I want to take the easy wait out to see you but I can not. People need me and I have to remember what you had said to me which is stay here and do my best and don't take the easy way out. I think about doing it sometimes and I just hear my family screaming and fighting when you where here I didn't have to turn to cutting and runwaying from it...every place I do I can't get you out of my head. I have mroe tears come down and you take you hand and put it to my cheek to help me from crying I look down adn close my eyes. When I look back up and open my eyes...I see me the onely one looking in the mirror at my self with cuts and wraps on my arm and tears comeing down my face but warmth on my cheek...
 Crazy_Skittlez · Wed May 30, 2007 @ 01:45am · 0 Comments |
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