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I can't go to sleep..i just keep sitting here with my head laying on the computer desk crying...saosin's "youre not alone" is playing through my headphones..but it's not calming me down any....i know i shouldn't but i feel so alone..i feel empty..i'm in so much pain...i keep smiling and trying to get over it and stop crying and feeling this way but i can't make it subside......i keep shaking and crying trembling..it's been a couple hours and it hasn't stopped..please...anyone...is anyone there?..is anyone there for me anymore....is there anyone i can trust..is there anyone out there who isn't going to hurt me...is there anyone who will care enough to stop these tears....is there anyone who still loves me.....please...someone...help..


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  • User Comments: [1]
    lin
    how many times do i have to tell you
    youre not alone
    youre not
    you've got me
    and ive been crying too last night
    cuz it seems u r upset with me
    and think that u cant trust me
    or god knows what
    and it bugs me
    cuz u know i love you to no end
    but it seems like it doesnt matter
    even though you're my dearest friend here
    yesterday you called me because of brandon
    and i was like "..."
    it hurts that was the only reason you called
    and even though you say you're not mad at me
    you've backed away
    from ME
    me, the one person you've always trusted
    you can still trust me
    this thing doesnt mean im not there for you
    cuz i am
    i care
    but it seems like you dont get that
    or you dont want to
    and it hurts
    because you've pushed me away
    just because i am not yelling at kate
    if it means that much to you i will take your side
    just stop doing this to me
    because you're practically saying there is no one there for you
    no one you can trust
    no one that loves you
    which is crap
    cuz i do
    i am
    and you can always trust on me
    and it seems you're not counting me at all
    it seems you no longer consider me "worthy"
    but im always here for you
    and i love you
    and thats why it hurts

    anyway.. this is my other account.
    if you want comment back on the kikirevolution one.
    thanks.

    comment Mortifer Peccatus · Community Member · Mon May 28, 2007 @ 07:45pm
    User Comments: [1]

     
     
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