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.. this has made a lot of people very angry and been widely regarded as a bad move." xD

Yo everyone .. @.@ I've become reobsessed with InuYasha xD Shiny hanyou! *Wants a fluffy Sesshoumaru plush, will find one no matter what!*

Hmm .. let me put my thoughts together ..

*Eats Chinese food with chopsticks on a futon next to a tanabata lantern and Kwan Yin statue*

I've become Asian .. xd

Well, just like Kyu, today was my first day on the floor .. XD I feel so absolutely beat that I can barely move my fingers enough to type .. *keels forward*

I got there on time, but I had no idea where to go or who to talk to, to get started .. xD so I wandered around looking for an SSM, couldn't find one, sat in the break room for a couple of minutes, and realized I was going to have to go around the building, and through the front door again to ask the secretary. xD (There is a lock from the outside .. )

Anywhoo they got me situated and I started taking calls. Let me add that I was completely terrifed. I really felt like I hadn't had enough training. xd I STILL feel like this. I'm sure I messed up about a billion times today, in small and large ways. But hey. -o- .. I made at least five or six sales today. XD Which doesn't sound like much, but that's because most of my calls were customer service thingies .. stressed

Another problem was that none of my classmates were anywhere near me all day. ^^; Well actually, most of them didn't even work, much less start at 3. (Although I'm TOTALLY grateful to have night hours) So I was basically on my own all day. X_X;;;; This is why I was terrified. If I had a problem, I had to put that person on call and hunt down an SSM.

But as the hours went by it got a little easier. ^^; I wasn't so afraid of the phone and my last call was by far the best, even though it lasted so long I was thirty minutes late getting out. (I had one call where the lady was so upset her flowers didn't get to her daughters birthday she started crying! It almost made me want to cry too, it was so heartbreaking and sweet .. xD )

I think I get off Saturday. @.@ Ah .. finally .. *melts onto the floor* Although .. -_-;

Really, really bad news on the homefront.

My grandma .. >_>;; Well, they had found a tumor in her stomach, right? Well, yesterday we found out it was malignant. ...

;_; They're going to do surgery, and it's going to be VERY VERY dangerous. And if it moves to her liver .. they're going to have to do chemo.

I'm so absolutely afraid of something bad happening that .. -_- .. I mean I WILL TOTALLY LOOSE IT if, you know? I mean I can't even bring myself to type that out of fear that I'll make it happen. My grandma has always been more than just a grandma .. she's been like a second momma to me. ;.; Just thinking about loosing her makes me start crying. ;.;

I heard that you guys (Kyu, I think?) have had sick grandmum's too, and I know how you feel.

My grandma on my dad's side died last year from lung cancer. Now my step-grandma (also on dads side) has breast cancer. And now this?

WHAT IN THE HELL IS GOING ON? ;_;

Now I'm afraid. It seems like all signs are pointing to me dying from cancer. Eventually. I know it won't be like, tomorrow. But .. ;-; still. Mimi died when she was only 62. Every single one of my female ancestors seem to be prone to this! *Hides under blanket* ;_____; I wont be paranoid .. er .. well, I *am* paranoid, but I'll try not to let worry me too much ... sweatdrop

Well in other, lighter news .. ^^; We got baby chicks today! xD I know that sounds odd. We have them in the shed out back. They have a heat lamp and food and water and they're SO CUTE IT WILL MELT YOUR EYES. xD I want to name them all when I get a chance .. whee

Umi: LURVE YEE! Your avatar is impossibly adorable =P
Neko: LE MOO! XD It's the finest French cow wine .. xD I love your animated dollies!! heart
Kyu: We should be in the movie "Office Space" XD ..
Pie?: XD .. I'm not sure if I should call ye that. *rolls over laughing* And you can beat me with a stick, really!

AND ONE MORE THING! XD Does anyone think I should change my avatar to a girlie? I've become frustrated with the lack of hair and clothing options available with the doods ... xD I'm so vain it's disgusting .. XD

MUCH LURVE EVERYONE! Ah lurff ye all! whee
Nakuru

[EDIT: ... -_-; I hate Gaia sometimes. I tried changing the gender on my avi - but even though IT SAYS in the FAQ's that you can, I couldn't for the life of me find any indication of a way to do this. In fact I'm surprised I was even able to re-create my old character. Of course now Gaia won't let me save anything, so my poor avi is going to have to run around naked as a jaybird till the glitch is fixed. xD Honestly.]