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it never stops haunting me. life is short. sometimes you never know what you have till it's gone. you never really appreciate life till you are about to die. you always regret what you have done in the past at the last minute instead of fixing it then. friends fade away and sometimes never come back. you try and try to succeed and sometimes fail. you always are about to do wrong and your concious tells you but you never listen. those regrets stay in your head but never end. you wish you could have been a better friend to some and maybe not to others. you think you know but have no idea. you always wish you could have been there for someone but was to afraid or ignorant to show up so you make up a lame excuse. you want to talk to someone but are too afraid to even say "hi" so you just blew off a new friend. you love someone but don't tell them and when they slip away you then say it to yourself as if they were right there next to you. life is confusing, screwed up sometimes, and just plain short. face it life is just too short. enjoy it now, it's all you have until you die.