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I wear a band-aid on my heart.
It gets hurt so many times.
It never gets any protection.

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	I wish I was a boy, then I could say...
	I wish I was a boy, then I could say...


"Boys don't cry...." I can't stop, just all of a sudden something just hit me. I feel like a ******' lame-a, running to my online journal that no one even reads. I fail. I can't play music, I can't sing, I can't enter myself in something so important to me. Everytime I try, something happens, like my mom getting sick, or Just anything, not enough money in the household being one of the highest. There's no one else I can tell about how I feel except THIS ******' interweb blog. It's so stupid how much this thing means to me... I hate it sometimes, y'know? My tears have dried, so I'm going to try to relax, I guess I need to listen to The Higher and relax for the five minutes I have left. I've just upset myself so bad... I don't know what's wrong with me. School gets out tomarrow. They're all leaving me. ;-; I'll even miss my Counselor. [sigh] IHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEIT. "How many times, can we watch him crumble?" EDIT: I'll post my "book" in order, but not today. CHOKETRENDKILL** · Thu May 24, 2007 @ 05:58am · 0 Comments


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