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xD I hate it when the sprinklers go off here. They hit the side of the trailer and SCARE THE LIVING BAJEEBUS out of me XD *rolls around* Dad reeeally needs to adjust them. Luckily they only do that when they first turn on or I'd NEVER get any sleep .. xD
So annnyway. I decided I didn't feel like messing with HTML tonight, hence why I'm not bothering with me' blog. Which is getting quite annoying I might add. @.@ Can't get it right. Plus every time I try to REALLY work on it, compuu crashes and all is lost in the great black void known as Notepad ..
Kyu sent me a note saying that a certain someone is on Gaia! I did a double take, I was so surprised. Really! So I put this certain someone on my friends list, and it's currently pending. (I don't expect ANYONE to be on at this hour .. xD I'm a night owl -whooo-) I'm slightly nervous (slightly? More like -AHHHHH!-) About getting in touch with this individual, mostly because of my bad habit of dropping off the face of the planet when faced with anything I can't handle. I don't do that anymore. sweatdrop But the past can't be helped now, can it? All I can do is make the present count. ^^
I'm actually really glad .. simply because all my good friends are at least in some way *with* me again ^^ I've been so isolated and terribly lonely for the past few months, years really, and to have you guys 'near' in any fashion or form just makes me feel so much better. *^^*
Class today was insane. @.o;;; I feel so knowledgable and wise . .XD not really. I feel like my head is about to explode. Everyone in class is worried about this test tomorrow. >< I can't believe he expects us to know all this in this short of time. There is this VAST amount of information I have to just know by tomorrow, and I dunno .. it's all so much. >_<
Which really, I should be studying my notes. I've got about eight thousand of them. But .. v.v neh. Too sleepy. I'm going in early tomorrow if I can, so I can study before class.
I really, really, really want this job. ;-; Because >_< It's ..
If I don't, I'm joining the Navy. It's like .. already been set up pretty much. I just have to get my GED (which is painfully easy up here) and they're basically going to send me off to boot camp. ("They're" being dad and Navy people who keep calling me and going "PLEASEJOINWE'LLGIVEYOUAMILLIONDOLLARSPLEEEASE!" wink At least it's not so difficult, physical wise, as army boot camp. But it still requires all sorts of stuff that I really don't think I have. And it's not like I absolutely don't want to join. I mean, I sorta do. I'd like to make a career out of it, if I could. And besides Rand practically everyone in my family has made a career out of the military .. @.@; (Dad with Marines, Army, National Guard; Uncle with National Guard and Air Force; Aunt with Air Force, ect.. )
And Rand is talking about joining the Army. -.- THAT BLOCKHEAD. We've told him over and over again that he'll get sent straight off to Iraq but does he believe us? Nuupe. -_-;;
Anyway. Went off on a tangent there. My point was, I really want to get on at Flowers. Because the Navy means even LONGER seperation from everyone I love. And I'm sick of that.
Anywhooooooo. *Plops down, cuddles plushie-kitty* XD I love this thing .. Umi ish zee greatest! I think I'll send her some flowers .. =P I get a discount, anyway, you know? Do you like roses Umi? ^^
And I've been trying to come up with a good name for kitty here. xD I was thinking Diego Fernando Sanchez Pringles Dorito .. XD Diego for short. (Which is a name I wish I could use, but I'm so un-Spanish that I can't even pretend to get away with it .. xD)
But then I thought that kitty is more of a girl .. so perhaps Svetlana Kiska? Tis Russian, and me lurff Russian. =p What do you guys think?
I keep having very strange dreams of wolves. More specifically, of *being* a wolf, and there's all this snow around. And there are owls watching me. Then I wake up, and panic because I can't remember who or where I am, and my mind is so absolutely empty that it scares me. This has happened twice in the last week. >< Anyone care to interpret?
>_< Gotta get up early .. so may as well ponce off to bed. Much lurff!
(I'm also pondering if I should completely change my avatar .. but I'm afraid I might loose my items .. >< *ish such a n00b* I'm also aware this entry was inordiantly long .. mah bad!)
 The Viscount · Tue Apr 05, 2005 @ 09:05am · 5 Comments |
