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I HATE YOU ALL scream scream scream scream

yesterday the girl i deeply admire told me that she cant love me right now and it really hurts . i understand why she did it cause she has other things to take care of right now. Yes i understand. But it really hurts. Im really hurting inside right now and i cant stand it it sucks so badly. I wouldnt doubt thats she isnt hurting to cause we were doing really good fo a while and she seemed really happy for a while. But i dont know what to think right now i crying and upset right now cause i really love her and we cant be more then just friends for a while probly for the rest of my life. I really odnt know what she is thinking right now but i wish i did so id know what to do from here. crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying