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It's been awhile since I've written a new journal entry... i guess I really haven't had anything on my mind that I'm willing to share, but recently my friend Dude passed away at such a young age. This isn't a first for me, a few years ago my best friend passed away. It hurt so much, still does, I never wanted to go through it again. I guess you can never keep all your friends alive, it would be great, but impossible. However it would be a f*cking miracle to play God (or whomever you believe in (not saying I do, but I'm trying to be reader friendly)).
Anyways, tomorrow is his funeral, and i don't think I'm dealing with it all to well. I have to be strong for all our friends, his family, and especially my brother; he was really close to Dude.
Now I'm feeling a little down again, so maybe I should stop.
later
-Dex sweatdrop