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Once I thought that maybe I could make it all stop
Now I know that I'm weak and powerless
Once I thought that I could help someone
Now I know that I can do very little
Once I thought that I was strong
Now I see how weak I have become
Once I thought I could do anything
Now I see how limited I am
Once I thought that I would always be loved back
Now I'm once again reminded of how undesirable I really am
Once I thought I was pretty
Now I see my ugly face and kick myself for thinking that I was something I'm not
Once I wanted to be with him always
Now I know that this can never be